Thursday, February 25, 2016
This week has been thoroughly awesome!! I had a frustrating moment with trying to get a different lighter pump for my feeds. (Because now that I go to physical therapy I am out of the house more and the weight of my feeding backpack kills my back) but yesterday I found out I will be getting the light weight pump today! Whoop! I also have had a strange amount of energy this week which is amazing. My only downfall... I can't sleep no matter what! I also have but the bullet and have been considering to attempt going back to school online. Lots of exciting things this week/update. I have been a busy bee. And I seriously couldn't be happier! I feel the savoir's love for me not because things are going my way, but I can just feel it in me guiding me, on what to do. Which path to take, to choose! Low times come and so do high times... Enjoy every moment of the highs while you have them and don't waste one second thinking about the lows because they will surely come again! So seriously just bask in a good moment for this is your life!-Chelle
Monday, February 22, 2016
I fell backwards with physical therapy progress. This is frustrating but I know it's part of it. Just wish my body would behave itself. I keep comfort in my heart knowing God made me this way. There is a plan for me. I may be falling but I a living. Another punch in the gut is when you hear about people and their lives and your heart sinks through the floor as they talk about what they are doing. How they are doing. And I do want to hear ALWAYS I am happy for them. But I have my bad days where I feel so unfinished. But in the eternal prospect I need not worry for I am on my path, my plan.-Chelle
Sunday, February 21, 2016
This evening, I had the opportunity to sit in the grass for a few minutes and take selfies. Haha. But partly I was able to ponder about life. it was nice to just enjoy a second of fresh air. God's bounty is so much we get to have so many gifts in this life, if we just open our hearts and our eyes, and look. Goodness is hidden in the crevasses of our life's just like negativity we just need to do the sorting of these ups and downs. Trials can overtake us but it is us who have to be willing to stand back up, brush ourselves off and stand stronger than ever before.
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
If anyone ever questions my organization skills. I mean I had to pop this out and organize every pill at 11:00 last night when I realized it was Monday not Sunday night.
Saturday, February 13, 2016
Today I randomly came across Joey + Rory's album hymns that are important to us... And I am in love with it!! My heart is full since listening and I can't quit listening. I seriously can't set it down. I felt the spirit guiding me to buy this album and I am more then pleased with my full heart as a reminder how important our relationship to the lord is in life. Rain or shine. They are strong with their love for God and that shines through this album. I hope the best for their future. I know Joey is ill and obviously not doing so well and my heart breaks for that sweet family. Keeping those prayers coming! -a Full Hearted Chelle
Friday, February 12, 2016
Today has been one for the bed. I have had such a good couple of weeks....But today I basically slept all last night. Woke up for a bit. Then ate a little by mouth. I Ended up making myself sick. Took a hefty dose of nausea Meds and back out until tonight! Holy cow can I sleep sometimes. I am unsure if the side effects of many medications, not having the best diet, or just being sick in general that does this to me. This week is feeding tube awareness week!!check out the link below to support and learn more about tubies like me! http://www.feedingtubeawareness.orgThese are my infamous puke bowls. I don't puke in a toilet anymore. Unless I absolutely have to. Why??? A.Germs, B. Bowls are more clean... Germs, C. I don't enjoy putting my face by a toilet seat! However my bowls accidentally got put away in the cupboard. yuck! I mean they get rinsed and cleaned in my bathroom and apparently these got extra cleaned and put in the cupboard by accident. Now my solution is to get my sharpies out and mark them so this won't happen again. It's moments like this I wish I could draw... I will turn to some quotes, "let it go, let it go, can't hold it back anymore." "The pukester 3000" "reserved for the pukies" last but not least "place here" haha. -Chelle
Wednesday, February 10, 2016
In honor of feeding tube awareness week... I have learned to love my tube for my tube sustains me life. I am not always so appreciative and I tell it I hate it a lot when it malfunctions at all or I am just starving but truthfully even when my brain says I am hungry my body has been fed! Thank you tube! I literally just finished puking due to making a poor eating by mouth decision so at least I don't have to constantly throw up these days!