I realize I've been quiet lately. I've fallen into blogger silence. I just have not had a lot of updates. There seems to be steady improvement but at the end of the day I am walking on ice. I have many victories but my heart hurts most days. I know every single thing is in God's hands and he has a plan for me. A plan Devine than my own patience. So I will rest in him. This song perfectly sums up my many emotions right now. I'm grieving, to put it simply. Which is actually a good sign because the fact that I am processing g means I am feeling better and no longer merely just surviving. It is part of the healing process. "Even when I can't speak" by julie yardley is a beautiful song for times of hardship reminding us if the bond between our heavenly father and us. It is consistent even when we ate not. Never lose faith lovies. If your world crumbles he can save you & he will in his timing. There are many lessons to be learned here on earth and trials to be overcome. For this I can honestly testify. Love yourself and be more patient to yourself. My sweet grandmother told me that I didn't always have to be so brave in my last conversation with her. I remember being confused because I was doing SO well. She is my angel. And her wisdom rings in my head when things get tough and I allow myself to step back now and take a break when needed. As grandma would say "just do the best with what the lord has given you and do your part and everything will work out." -Chelle
Here is the link to Julie's song.
https://www.invubu.com/music/show/song/Julie-Yardley/When-I-Can't-Speak.html
