lately I just want all the bad things to go away. All the side effects and pain. I want my body back. I want the invisibility back. I fight SO hard every single day to do all in my power to heal. I wish I could loose the weight, shrink the moon face chipmunk checks, find the energy again, remove the purple stretch marks, & rash from hell itself, the stiffness, the lack of coordination, change in mobility, & press forward. Tonight I realize I just am going to have to find contentment in the middle of this. It's that simple. I can't change this. I didn't make it happen. It's just the undfortunte side of Autoimmune Encephalitis. So finding contentment In saviors plan for me. Goal.
-Chelle
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