Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Broken no more


The Lord let me know I am not broken any longer... my heart has hurt as my life scattered everywhere... out of my control. Like a deck of cards stacked into a tower, knocked down. I have sobbed to the deepest of pains. I have had days, months, years of struggles. I have begged, pleaded even with God to pick up my pieces and put me back together again. I prayed for tape and glue just to attempt making it through those long impossible days. I feared the worst, death. Then feared being alive but dead (metaphorically) I lay in bed and attend doctors appointmens, in which I would be treated as "crazy" or "attention seeking"...I may not be well physically, but my soul is healed. I can stand on my own strength.-Chelle