I believe trials are the biggest blessings in life! being sick has been my biggest trial yet. Being a young LDS woman I view my life as a beautiful gift. even when it doesn't seem that way my father in heaven helps me to have strength to endure all hardships of being ill. I hope to help others by sharing my day to day experiences. I'm just a small girl ready to make a difference. During the good times & while enduring the bad times we can live, encourage, & most importantly LOVE!
Wednesday, April 8, 2015
Broken no more
The Lord let me know I am not broken any longer... my heart has hurt as my life scattered everywhere... out of my control. Like a deck of cards stacked into a tower, knocked down. I have sobbed to the deepest of pains. I have had days, months, years of struggles. I have begged, pleaded even with God to pick up my pieces and put me back together again. I prayed for tape and glue just to attempt making it through those long impossible days. I feared the worst, death. Then feared being alive but dead (metaphorically) I lay in bed and attend doctors appointmens, in which I would be treated as "crazy" or "attention seeking"...I may not be well physically, but my soul is healed. I can stand on my own strength.-Chelle