I had it all mapped out

This song is what keeps me going so many times more. Truly this song is my mantra. I'm starving and hurting and tired. That's it I am living off Pedialyte and Being ignored by my gi. Harder to contact than he president, apparently! I keep thinking patience is a virtue, because that's true. This song speaks near and dear to my heart. 

I had it all mapped out in front of me

Knew just where I wanted to go
But life decided to change my plans
And I found a mountain in the middle of my road
I knew there was no way to move it
So I searched for a way around
Broken-hearted I started climbing
And at the top I found

Every fear, every doubt, all the pain I went through
Was the price that I paid to see this view
Now that I'm here I would never trade
The grace that I feel and the faith that I find
Through the bittersweet tears and the sleepless nights
I used to pray He'd take it all away
But instead it became
A beautiful heartbreak

I never dreamed my heart would make it
And I thought about turning around
But Heaven has shown me miracles
I never would have seen from the ground
Now I take the rain with the sunshine
Cause there's one thing that I know
He picks up the pieces
Along each broken road

Every fear, every doubt, all the pain I went through
Was the price that I paid to see this view
Now that I'm here I would never trade
The grace that I feel and the faith that I find
Through the bittersweet tears and the sleepless nights
I used to pray He'd take it all away
But instead it became
A beautiful heartbreak  

This song is so beautifully put and sang by Hilary Weeks. She has a beautiful video to it too here's the link http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xyX-I-um5Kklyrics by http://www.lyricsfreak.com/h/hilary+weeks/beautiful+heartbreak_20987321.html)