I believe trials are the biggest blessings in life! being sick has been my biggest trial yet. Being a young LDS woman I view my life as a beautiful gift. even when it doesn't seem that way my father in heaven helps me to have strength to endure all hardships of being ill. I hope to help others by sharing my day to day experiences. I'm just a small girl ready to make a difference. During the good times & while enduring the bad times we can live, encourage, & most importantly LOVE!
Saturday, June 4, 2016
Medical Record Emotions
As I dug through these medical records I haven't looked at in years, (needed a diagnostic test to take to new rheumatologist) this is only two years worth of medical records of just my own...
it automatically came over me, the feeling that I have been so far. I have walked a very long path. I had to make books of my own medical records with my own two hands filled with tests, doctor's visits, procedures, surgeries, medication lists, therapies, symptom diaries, food diaries. I carefully put them all together by date so they would be easy access for any doctor to look at. Not knowing that they'd be just shoved back at me rudely as soon as they caught eye of them. But I kept going with hope in my heart of finding out what was wrong with this body. The days were long and hard but my Heavenly Father was always with me giving me guidance and I was never alone. I may have gone down a long agonizing path but I also completed the pathway. So it's okay I fell but I got back up and never quit. Did I get the answers I wanted a cure? No. I did get a diagnosis though and a better treatment plan. And a much stronger testimony in God, Heavenly Father, the Holy Ghost, the church, and the real important things in this life.