Friday, November 7, 2014


when I was a little kid I would look out the window at my sister playing out in the yard with our cousin or friends. I remember how I longed to be with them. I also remember feeling like it was not fair but there was nothing I could do about it. I had to stay indoors if the weather was cold or windy because, my  Allergy induced Asthma was so bad. But eventually I did out grow this. Last night I was thinking and longing for normalcy in my life and how sickness takes that away. I miss shopping, going to restaurants, and just living life . I found myself in the same situation as, that little girl I once was. I was longing at the window to play outside. Except this time it was the window of life.