I believe trials are the biggest blessings in life! being sick has been my biggest trial yet. Being a young LDS woman I view my life as a beautiful gift. even when it doesn't seem that way my father in heaven helps me to have strength to endure all hardships of being ill. I hope to help others by sharing my day to day experiences. I'm just a small girl ready to make a difference. During the good times & while enduring the bad times we can live, encourage, & most importantly LOVE!
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Must forge on
Now to forge on! I'm better I think. but super weak and tired. My feeds ran at 25ml for a very short time last night. Then I had to put them down to 20ml all night. So I'm not getting much nutrition . I am hopeful I can get this lined back out by the end of this week because I have a long week of doctors and tests next week in the valley. Today I am pushing myself to go get my labs and make It through an appointment. I am hopeful that I can get through to my pcp but the phone is not working. Great! I want to say oh it will be okay and today is okay but the truth is I'm just too tired to feel that way, call me negative Nan because I really don't have the energy to care. Hopefully tommorow I will lol -Chelle