Tuesday, March 18, 2014

What hangs on my wall & why it is so important....

                                D&C:122:9
 
I stumbled upon this little baby at the perfect time. My heart has been full every since I eyed this in my scriptures.... "Fear not what man can do, for God shall be with you forever and ever." I have been having a lot of anxiety while I start to see a new group of specialist and they run test and I start to feel like I am drowning in my fear that I am going to be sick forever and no one will be able to help me...or worse that I will get worse and there will be no help medically... which leads to the worry of death... I usually don't worry of death for I have been ill way too long if it was going to kill me I'd be dead already. These fears consume me some days and eat me up in side like a three course meal. But I continually pray and I kept getting the feeling to just keep going. Move forward and the rest will come and work out... I know that's Jesus Christ answering my prayers...he is there, comforting my aching scared heart! I will focus on what God can do... What God can do? Miracles.... simply miracles... I will keep moving forward even blindfolded for I do not know where I am going the path is bumpy but it's a trial that is molding me into a better me...Shaping Chelle into her best <3 Moments of realization of the love God has for me fills my heart and I feel like nothing can touch me! Even if it does my great God is there for protection, help, & endless guidance...